PLEASE??

Today is the 9th, I was supposed to be going to college for Day 1 of orientation but due to my laziness(what else?), I decided to skip and continue to stay in bed until 1pm. Many may think I'm shameless for waking up at such a time but I find it very pleasant and wish to continue this way until the 16th, which is the first day of class. I really hope I'm not late!

According to one of my classmates there are alot of new people, which makes me, actually quite nervous. I am definitely not someone you would like to be with when you first know me because I tend to be quiet or have a face like you frickin owe me RM100k. I don't know is it due to the fact that I have monolids I look very fierce when I don't smile. I seem to be looking cross/upset all the time :{ monolids make your eyes look smaller and you tend to look fierce/angry/UGLY/wanna be in a fight all the time T_T for those who don't understand what I'm talking about I tried drawing it on paint hahahahahahah 

pls don't laugh at my drawing I really tried my best T_T basically double eyelids means you have a crease above your eyelids and monolids don't have them.

Soooo...orientation aside, I still don't feeling like going tmr or on Wednesday hahahah bringing my laziness to a godlike level - MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! I was lazing around at home today and suddenly thought of my A-Levels results and my heart just sank. Really really really sank. I have the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and it just won't go away T____T" I really don't know if I did well and if I can get through omg I DON'T WANNA FAIL AND REPEAT!!!! It's gonna be a waste of time and money. I remember I paid RM1.4k for the exam fees -_- plus I would have to take the exams with my fellow normal route friends and go to classes with them which makes thing worse because it would be embarrassing T.T 

Like how the hell am I going to explain when someone asks "EH I thought you're express route? Why are you back with us? FAIL AH!?" how am I supposed to face this humiliation T_T the worst person I have to face will be Ivan Lee wth -____- he used to be in express, he dropped out and went to normal and ever since, he keeps convincing me that I was going to fail and ask me to join normal route classes too. (For those who don't know abt normal route/express route, just act like you do.) 

My worst fear would really be facing him if I fail. He would surely say shitz like "AIYAAAAA,that time also asked you to join normal route already la, don't want la, now fail already lo blablabla" -_- he's really...well I would not say mean but I can say he's rather mischievous/irksome. There was once when he sat in front of me in class and threw my slipper out to the corridor lol wth lol in classes I would admit I'm very messy and I don't care about my deportment, I take off my slippers and step on my water bottle (LOLOL YES I really act this way in class lol kinda ashamed wth) so yea there was once when he sat in front of me and after arguing with me about which page the lecturer is on he freaking picked up one of my slippers and threw it out -_________- 

Also I'm scared to face Economics again -_- seriously that's the worst subject EVER! UGHH!!! Hate it max! I don't care about labour market or Philips curve I only know I will buy goods when it's cheap and won't buy them if they're expensive lol that statement just showed how much I know about Econs, which is basically, nothing T___T

JUST LET ME PASS AND MOVE ON TO DEGREE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEE T________T I will spend the rest of my holidays praying to guan yin ma and I hope she forgives me for eating beef at home (Subway's meatball marinara IS TOO GOOD SORRY GUAN YIN MA T_T)

Just realize my posts are usually all words, hope you ppl reading my blog would not be bored! I would try to make my life more interesting wtf hahah take care! :D